Elucidating Questions

I will wait

Thinking I will always wait

For you

Not knowing who you is

Or what

Whether you is right beside me

Whether my life is some strange love story between a humanoid and the Sun

Okay, but, Apollo, my Sun, my dear

寂しくない？

For both of us?

Me being a blip on your lifetime

Not that I don’t hope there’s been someone like me on this planet at all times there’s been a someone

I do hope the destined time is near

As much as I love you, my beautiful ball of fire, I need human contact

Sorry

Do stars hear eachother?

I suppose they all have their local chorus

I wonder what it’s like to experience being a star

Life is not as simple as my comprehension can grasp, this I know because this is the way of the universe

I see but a small fraction,

I comprehend little

I want to become a wind that searches for you

Maybe I’d be the same wind I curse at

Maybe you’d curse at me

I don’t know

I don’t know you

Sometimes I believe that you exist

And other times I feel alone

Who could possibly fit me?

I wonder

They’d have to be extraordinary

Could I handle someone so much more than me loving me?

I don’t know

I hope you’re out there

I hope you know I’m thinking of you

Somewhere

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