Elucidating Questions

I’m not doing any kind of disappearing

I’m fact I think I’m doing a good job of existing recently

Existing

I only called for Death once in the last while

And to be fair I’m in agony

It can’t be helped

More afraid of it than anything

I hope you’re 元気

I’m always kind

Haha

The eye roll though

I’m kind in bursts

Like a kindness volcano

Of kindness

Volcanoes sleep for most of their lives though

So there’s that

I do wonder if you’ll laugh at it someday

Without a day

Without a way

Maybe it’ll be a joke told

My hands are all scratched up

Read about sepsis

I’m definitely that strange god chosen sort of lucky

Yeah I bet you’re sorry whoever you are

Kidding

Thank you for this fucked up life

It’s most certainly not boring

And sure, it’s nothing but pain

But you put him and me on the same planet at the same time

So thank you