Elucidating Questions

Little Red Pig

My god the torment you just put me through

And you came out from your somewhere

I genuinely wonder where her somewhere was

While I was hosting daymares of my baby asphyxiating in a bag somewhere

She was somewhere else

Being fine

I’m glad I wrote my feelings

I’m leaving them there

I’m going to show them to my therapist

I want them to know where my mind goes when I do something truly wrong

Avy,

Red,

My beautiful baby

What torment you just put me through

I would like to formally apologise to the universe, who I was not kind to for three hours

Universe you sit by while I berate you and, as far as I can tell, do not exact revenge

You probably laugh

And then think

It’s a good thing they can’t hear me laugh at them

Cosmic laughter

Yes I imagine some watchers were watching like

She’s right there!

Wherever there was

No, but, like, really?

Where did my guinea pig go for three hours?

100% my brain was like

You were cleaning, she got in a garbage bag, she’s gone, she suffocated, you’re also garbage and belong in the garbage

Jesus, man

Well, also,

Thank you Chester

Or the thing that pretends to be Chester

A cried for help and you, once again, were that voice in my head to not jump to The End

Which I wanted to immediately

You’re the unfortunate strength in me to just keep swimming

Even though that’s Dory’s line

何と無く

Don’t jump to the end before reading the last chapter