Elucidating Questions

It really is just a simulation to see if I’ll kill myself isn’t it?

This one

I don’t know how I’m going to recover from this one

I don’t know

Some sick twisted person wrote this

My life

And I tried to make it better

All good intentions have paved my way to hell

I need to stop having good intentions

My baby is gone

Red

Avy

My love

I’m so sorry

Sorry will never be enough to make up for me

Continuing to exist and not you

May the dust kill me

I deserve worse

It’s when you’re standing at the back door in the aftermath

Realising you deserve every terrible thing that has happened to you

Reverse karma

I paid for this

I deserved it

But she didn’t

She didn’t

First death of the year and it’s hers

When I had a feeling she wouldn’t be with me long I had no idea

No idea

And regrets

Fucking regrets

Hahaha man I really should just

Just cease to exist

The longer I exist more terrible things will happen

I wish I could redo this day

I’ll relive my entire life just so I can undo this

I don’t deserve happiness now

I never will

Now I understand why I’m in isolation

Now I understand