Elucidating Questions

Please don’t let your child suck on the merchandise and then hand it to the cashier to scan and bag

I’m immunocompromised and I don’t need baby spit

Also please don’t then ask if you can return the soggy item

It makes me want to vomit

Also please don’t cough all over your cashier?

Human beings are disgusting

And ever since getting sick I’m like 10x more aware of how gross people are

Like handing me the inside out clothes you just tried on your naked body to turn the right way and scan

Just a bit, but fuck you

I seriously don’t need to touch your body

At all

Humans are disgusting and don’t even realise it

I may be disgusting but at least I’m aware

Like a woman looked at me straight faced the other day and asked

Can I try these earrings in my baby’s ears and then return them?

VOMIT

Okay

I feel better now

I am sitting in the Sun so nothing can go wrong

Nothing can go wrong when I’m in the sun

It’s hard to type though because he is also very in my eyes

Dumb beautiful ball of fire

Just tried to spell fire and fiar

I mean if my name is pronounced that way everything else should also be spelt and pronounced

People need to stop being in such a forking hurry all the time

People also need to rebel

Which I suppose means they need to want things to be done right now anyways

People need to be in less of a hurry with eachother on a face to face, car to car basis

And more in a hurry about the issues choking our species and our planet alive

The concept of a philanthropist billionaire is a fantasy

I could possibly be convinced of a philanthropist millionaire, but it would have to be very few million

Sun you are brilliant and wild

It’s not a wonder your offspring are also brilliant and wild

Their offspring are mostly brilliant and wild

I’m sorry the black sheep in the family took over

So sorry

And I’m sorry all I can offer you and your offspring is love

This thing humans made up

That all the living beings seem to feel

I just thought about how cute it would be if my guinea pigs could speak Mandarin

I’m incapable of a straight thought, you should know this by now

It’s so wild to me that every human is experiencing a different universe

Every creature

Plants

Cells

There’s no way it’s just here

Unless fire is the key

But I do suppose other kinds of life could exist still

The mysteries

I will never know the answers to

This world is not short of them

Imagine the universe?

I feel like I felt the big bang when I had my overdose

This intense feeling of being compressed

And then it wasn’t

And someone talking me through it

I wish I had answers for the mysteries

I wish others wondered as much as me

I wish others could go from being angry to being fine like I can

Emotions 5000

And then it’s alright

Probably something to do with this disease

It’s all just a moment

I don’t know what comes after

I think of forever and experience gripping fear

Because my only life so far has frankly been quite shit

I can’t imagine this forever

I just wanted life to be enjoyable

It’s fine

It’s all just wasting time