Elucidating Questions

A collection of males on skateboards

I am moderately afraid

And they were probably teenagers

But I was still afraid

I wasn’t even part of their world

And yet I felt afraid

It’s a wonder I get out at all

Things are just scary

In this so called developed world

Isn’t it interesting that some people can be terrified in the same place others feel at ease?

Life is like that

There are so many circumstances

Women haven’t given me as much reason to fear them

Not that I’m not afraid, just in other ways

All can be flipped like a dime

Changing or not changing

As if by chance

They confuse me

I saw an accident at this intersection last time I was here

That was interesting to watch too

So many people desperate to be ahead of someone

They really do confound me

Always in a rush to the next miserable thing

Never trying to change the misery to something better

Fleeting moments of joy

This is the most beautiful place in our solar system

This Earth place

Mars had his day

Maybe even Venus

I think we should protect it

Apparently I’m a minority

I’m often a minority

Some of these buses were not made with any mobility device besides wheelchairs in mind and it shows

It really does

I’m often an afterthought

I’m often the last one to know things

Except all this stuff I know that apparently no one else does

Having, but not competing a university education puts you in this strange category where you know things but it doesn’t matter

I often don’t matter

People try to tell me I’m something

But the amount that my life has proven to me that it’s not the case

If anything I’m a burden

I feel so separate from them

The humans

Oh look road destruction

I have pink eyes today

I decided, fork my eye color!

I like them

Happy

Ish

Just decorating my skin suit mostly

There’s not much else to do