Elucidating Questions

I have so much music in me

No where for it to go

Thousands of tiny melodies sung into the silence

I’m not saying I’m some hit musician

Just that music lives in me like blood

Like tiny living organisms that feed off the melody

Whatever it is in me that makes melodies

Sing the melody

Which one?

Come and gone like moths

Fluttering in then disappearing into the night

Never to be seen again

I wish these melodies could save the world

That I was slowly humming out some ancient spell that could fix everything

But what?

Vaporise everyone who disagrees with me?

I know life is not that simple

I’d be left alone in the world

Awaken some hidden pacifist gene

And God damn it Relina I hated you and now I’m you except there’s no space boy to save me and I’m not inexplicably rich for no reason

Bloody pacifists

And I fucking am one

C’mon guys can’t we all just get along?

What a question to ask when bombs are flying

Children are dying

If only I could sing them a soft song and they’d realise they’re all just fucking humans

Breakable, stupid, amazing, awful, ingenuous, self obsessed, humans

Why are you killing each other?