Elucidating Questions

To the future I can’t see foreseen

Everything is here

I’m convinced this is Eden and they just don’t know

I’m convinced they got in their own way and made it hell

Don’t you feel the rays of the sun?

How can this not be heaven?

But we’ve got ourselves to the point that we’re allergic

To our own planet

Constantly trying to change her into something she was never supposed to be

My dear, they don’t see the value in life

Should I mourn the loss of their souls?

Trying to sanitize her away

So far from where we started

I’m convinced this is not what anyone wanted

If not for some handful of people

Don’t you wonder what taking care of everyone would look like?

Everyone

Shelter for anyone

Food for the hungry

No animal starving or suffering

Not one

Why don’t people want to see what that is like?

Either they have Stockholm syndrome or there is actually something wrong with humans

So what am I?

Wake up

I’d wake up but there’s no one here to see me

You know?

There’s no team of misfits here to help me change everything

No Sheppard

No Hawke

No Dragonborn

Nothing and no one

Just me, only me, with me, starring me

I hate me

Can’t stand to be with me

Sentenced to do nothing but spend time with myself

I just want some freedom

If only I could just go

I’d walk into the woods like that boy did in Alaska

I’d probably die too, but at least it won’t be like this anymore