Elucidating Questions

I think I’m getting too used to my body in my dreams

I see myself in daylight and wonder

What is that?

I can blame it on any number of things

I have a reason for everything afterall

Some people call them excuses

So what if I’m taking multiple medications whose side affects are weight gain?

So what if I will literally sleep for 15+ hours if I do anything active?

Facebook bombards me with weight loss and shape wear ads

Because apparently it’s not acceptable for me to be overweight

It’s not acceptable that all I can eat is garbage because I can’t cook

Constantly advertising meal kits like if I’d just cook them things would be better

Advertising is tiresome

Facebook currently thinks I’m a parent and is sending me ads for apps to manipulate house work out of children

The ads in my dreams are always scenery

Just something in the background

They put a box in our hands so they could advertise to us 24/7

It’s just another way to make us do the same things

Constantly searching for something we’ll never find

There’s no money in it

It’s just my feelings

I wish I could recognise myself in daylight

I wish you could too