Elucidating Questions

People often think the universe is like the big god type thing

But something put the universe here

And thinking that big gives me a headache because if that’s the case there’s some infinity number of things that must have put things

But!

Sometimes I don’t know whether I’m yelling at the universe or the thing that put the universe here

Untold things the universe does or doesn’t do

But probably I feel a bit sad for the universe

Just expanding

And then probably collapsing but they haven’t got to that yet

All this stuff going on inside it

And yet it’s greatly empty

And so massive it’s both the biggest thing I have and haven’t seen.

It’s hard to really think about how massive the thing that contains the universe must be

It’s the same as trying to imagine the size of an atom

It really confounds me

What this all could be for

I do wish I had a map

How big do I need to be to understand all of this?