Elucidating Questions

I’d rather be a riot than indifferent

A riot indeed

My entire existence

A riot

Laughable

There’s not enough kindness on this Earth to contain my unworthiness

Sweet beautiful something human

Your life is more full than I’ll ever experience

Yet you’ve graced the masses with your self

Never a man worthier of love and respect

And then there’s me

Like just a little

Pin in the side of life

What am I but a failed experience?

Truthfully I am no more worthy of finding home in your music than I am of living a good life

Quite unworthy

But I submit that my affection

Should make me at least below worthy

If not completely unworthy

Someday I’d like to meet you

But what does something like me say to great humans?

Unavailable for comment

Ever

Call me never

They never started right

Tripped out the gate

Oops sorry that’s another song

Tell me how are you going to get down from there?

I don’t know the way to you

Or your heart

To your mind

I used to think there were magic words and try to say anything

But saying anything just led to one more pretence

How do you follow utter failure?

With a continual slow decline further into poverty

Is it true love?

Just another mistake I made

Love you like I love the sun

But there was always another one

It’s not like I want your happily ever after to end

I could just use a friend

Someone

No one sees me

I don’t want to survive

I wanted to thrive