Elucidating Questions

I wonder if the universe is really lonely

I say I want communication and it sends me one off events that elevate me temporarily and then I remember how alone I am

But I wonder if the universe is really just one universe alone?

Maybe it’s like that whale who can’t talk to other whales?

Maybe my crying in a literal world of humans about how lonely I am seems trivial

Solar results

And in this world of solar results I can’t seem to find a result that gets me

Even though I am a result of the sun myself

I often feel like a petulant child crying

More

But surely I am not selfish for wanting contact with other solar results

I am one, don’t they all want that?

No, some don’t

So maybe I should just accept it?

I don’t know

I feel overlooked

Like I’ve been picked last for humanity

Er solar result-ity

Ugh you all make it very difficult to communicate

Can’t even use the word for the collection of solar results that walk upright

Difficult creatures

Why do I even want to connect with them?