Elucidating Questions

Maybe it is

Maybe the pain is a blessing in disguise

Maybe feeling this way, experiencing this life

Learning nothing more than that I wish for a world where no one has to experience this

Not like I am

Who knows?

Maybe I’ll inspire some future civilization to just be decent to eachother

It’s hard to be in it though

I’m not some magical being

Not one with friends and companions anyways

All the main characters in stories have someone to lean on

I’m stuck weathering this storm alone

I figured that must mean I’m not a main character

But I’m the main character in this…

This thing

I wonder if I’m doing it right

I’m doing my best

Really really

I know there are people out there who don’t believe you can be poor and doing your best

Those people are dead wrong

God busing is stressful

If only they all knew

How hard I’m trying