I exclaim

God

I’m not cursing the god listening on the other end

More like

Are you seeing this?

Gods’ ineffectuality

Do you see?

Same with Jesus, or Christ

More like a

Check out this fucked up situation

Than a how could you do this to me?

Now, when I say universe!

That’s more of a how could you.

I always wonder who’s watching

There’s no way to know the untold number

But apparently the Sun is number one

Yes that tracks

I started thinking about what swearing means for me

Started looking at my language and how I use it

Using different words so it’s just a word for emphasis rather than hurt

It took seeing the way language is used to trick people into believing something

I want my language to be direct

Without doublespeak or hidden meanings

Unless I’m writing esoteric crap without any actual meaning

When I say genocide I mean it

And I communicate with my gods,

I don’t swear at them

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  1. Faerie Nuff Avatar

    This is very deep. I can feel you questioning a God whom you maybe feel is absent. I believe in a higher power but don’t necessarily refer to it as God. I’m glad you have a belief in the universe. It is my theory that we are not dealing with a singular universe or the multiverse. I refer to it as the Universal Multiverses and I believe in both encompasses and exists far outside what we know as space, time, and dimensions. I also think what you said about language is important. I don’t curse my God(s) either but boy do I love to curse. As a Faerie, I love colorful language but I understand how you want your words to be. In general, I am very clear in my communication. Extravagant speech leads to confusion which is nothing but the perpetuation of illusion. I guess I would say keep your heart open and stay connected to the universe

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    1. Magic Mage Avatar

      I’m not sure how quite to put my beliefs into words I believe in there being a spirit of the universe, whether that is a god or not I do not know, I believe in the gods around us in our planet, the sun, the moon, and our family of planets as well as within phenomena such as from wind, the ocean, or death. I don’t believe there is really an all knowing being that knows exactly what is what, I have the image of fallible beings in my mind when I think of gods.

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      1. Faerie Nuff Avatar

        I think you have some solid beliefs with the sun, moon, and planets being Gods. Where I disagree is that I do believe in one ultimate source for everything. People tend to look at things like war, famine, and disease as where God dropped the ball but this is not the case. Source gives us free will and freedom of choice. People make choices that lead them to the predicamentd that they are in and then they blame God or they blame what they think is a lack there of God. Unfortunately every human condition today could be solved with enough effort and energy from the right people, they just choose to abstain from helping. Some things even an all powerful being can’t fix

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      2. Magic Mage Avatar

        I’m with you in believing that if people got their act together every single human on this planet could be cared for AND we wouldn’t have to kill her too, but idk I’m sure it’s the human in me but thinking there’s something out there that’s just watching this and could do something but doesn’t just makes me mad a bit. I’m sure there’s some cosmic answer I’m missing.

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      3. Faerie Nuff Avatar

        I understand your frustrations. I believe Source does help us as much as possible. It’s when people start to deny/disregard source, that’s when real problems arise. Have you ever known someone who was just a fuck up? No matter how hard you try, you just can’t help them and they continue to fuck up.. That’s kinda how I view humans relationship with source. So many people have no faith. Eventually if EVERYONE denies something, then it may cease to exist, at least for them anyway.

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