Elucidating Questions

I hide here, safe

Waiting

There isn’t much to do while being killed by time

Waiting for it anyways

When the entire wide world is out there and I’m in

I wish I could see the world

But instead I just hide

In the same old music

Somewhere safe where I can know what comes next

I wonder if I could go even if I wasn’t broken beyond repair

If my body allowed it

It stings seeing people meeting up

I wish I could meet up

There’s nothing really here worth fighting for

That’s what the animals are for

Without them I’d have nothing

It stings to have been dealt this pointless life

No love story

No redemption

No climbing the ladder

Just stuck

And I am tired of living this life

At this point my death would be a favour to many people

But he said fight

I wonder why

I’m fighting, you know,

I just don’t know why

And have no hope