Elucidating Questions

It’s like I’m screaming from my sick bed

Somebody do something!

Except it’s more like I’m screaming it into a void

Constantly faced with my own ineffectuality

So many things that needed to be fixed generations ago

Things ingrained in our society

Like consumption

And poverty

And racism

Our disdain for nature

Our disdain for different

The ongoing genocide of indigenous people

The new kind of genocide against disabled people

Before we just sterilised them against their will,

Now we offer them “compassionate death” instead of a life living with disability in poverty

This sick human obsession with endings lives

Plants, insects, animals, fish, and fungi weren’t enough so they started killing eachother for kicks

When that wasn’t enough they decided to include the actual weather

How fun for them

And I’m stuck watching this happen while simultaneously sliding ever further into poverty

Keeping homelessness at bay

Starving in the process

Fuck

Fuck this world that makes it physically impossible to be disabled and live comfortably if you don’t have a following of fans and already have millions of dollars when it happens

I’m so frustrated

I’m so sick

I just want to be well enough to save the world