Elucidating Questions

Am I aiming unabashedly for the same goal as always?

Perhaps without reason

Perhaps without belief

It’s not as if I gave up

Somehow, someway, still doing the same thing as before

Engaging

Our esoteric rapport

One sided as it is

Unknown if the unknowns are truly unknown

Is it a truth or a desperation?

Still clinging to the dream of one day meeting?

That everything would be okay?

Without this unlikely dream, I have nothing

Without it

Is it dead?

Are we giving a eulogy?

I don’t know

Hush me why don’t you

There’s nothing happening to show it’s alive

Still I strive

I mean the definition of crazy is trying the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome

Or is that just the laws of the universe?

I’ll never know

Either I’m crazy or I’m a magnificent outcome of the universe

In its God Damned Image

It’s just so hard to tell when something ends

I’ll keep hitting this brick wall I’m sure it will break eventually