Elucidating Questions

It’s this sick cycle

Get paid, pay everything that needs to be paid

Spend the rest on something to just cheer me up please

Eat something other than microwave dinners

God I hate microwave dinners

But I can no longer cook

But that’s a different subject

Spend everything I have and see that I am two days past my pay cheque and I have nothing

Maybe someone helps me

Maybe this is one of those weeks where I didn’t even have enough for everything that needs to be paid and help is not enough

It’s not enough

At least I can afford shelter,

Even if it means I can’t afford food

But I spend the next two weeks unable to meet my needs,

And the money I had left is never enough to help anyways so what’s the point?

People think I should be able to make my situation better but I am trapped

And I don’t know what to do anymore

It’s those last two days before I have probably enough to pay off everything.

I’m so sick of this cycle.