Elucidating Questions

It was one of those mornings that demanded my awakeness immediately

Buried a dead baby lizard

500 foxes could die

Someone did die and the police that did it laughed about it immediately

Being on all the time is so hard

But you can’t be off or things get like they are now

Thousands of years of people like me seemingly not existing.

Or we’re all inaffectual nothings

If I had the spoons I’d be organizing a coup

And it blows my mind that it hasn’t happened already

Are all people like me as incapable as me?

Fucking pacifists

Myself included

I just can’t harm another person

Fuck

Fuck fuck

Stuck just staying here in my internet hole waving my arms and shouting someone do something

Addendum, just not the fascists for the love of Gaia

I feel like I’m existing in a different world than most people

It’s horrifying