Elucidating Questions

I just wish I had someone to talk to

That’s what all the people say to do, right?

Talk to someone you know

But I’m nothing but an imposition

A scab that won’t come off

I wish I could talk to somebody about something intellectual

Something that makes my brain wake up

So tired of this half asleep existence

People look like they’re enjoying themselves when they talk to eachother

I wish I could talk to someone besides this website

Tell them I’m really struggling and I just need some help

Tell them my dreams are filled with people and my days are spent alone

I used to be afraid that I would be alone forever

If I had known I would spend the next five years alone

I would have killed myself

But now I’m just resigned

This is my life

I am alone