Elucidating Questions

Sometimes I’m tempted to message back scammers

Just to see if they’d reply

Just to have someone to talk to for a minute

I’m always a drain on people

I never manage to be something people need

I think constantly about what it would be like to have a conversation

But I always imagine fights

My poor brain doesn’t imagine comforting situations anymore

I wish I could go back to when I had friends

But I don’t think I want the friends I had

What if I had new people to talk to?

Except I’m just a bit crazy and it’s obvious and people hate that

I wish I could talk to someone who wants to talk back