Elucidating Questions

考えてしちゃう

It’s not like I don’t feel affection for him anymore

Still get the little notification,

Is Josh 元気

Seriously it doesn’t translate and it’s the best word to use, ignore my Japanglish

I just have to go see

I just have to hide in his music today

That safe place I found here

It’s such an interesting relationship

I can study it all day but at the end of the day I can’t disengage

I want it

Or something

I’m thinking of you

You big walking red flag you

I can’t say we’re unrelated

Who knows why I feel this little tug

Or why you pop in at the most poignant moments

It’s a mystery

It’s been a mystery

I’ll probably never stop writing about it

I do love you, you know

Somewhere under all these scars