Elucidating Questions

I knew it would still feel like yesterday

Just another name to add to the bucket of lost ones

Not just another name

Loudly it calls to me like when Chester was gone

I’d go through the gauntlet to bring you back

Wonder why I am here

Such wonderful people don’t deserve to go on that way

Oh hi Josh.

I’m looking around and I’m seeing one more light

Go out in the sky

Each of them a precious star

Maybe the sun can’t see his own light either

Maybe

I just wish I could help them

Push all that light somewhere back inside where they can see it

Why is someone like me left living?

Maybe I’m just very bad at dying

It’s like you left a black hole and I’m just circling around it