Elucidating Questions

That awkward moment when someone on a drug trip on TV says,

I both see and am God!

And you can relate except minus the drugs

Nope my brain did that to me all on its own.

No wonder I didn’t enjoy LSD.

Remembering moments like that tells me I’ve come farther than I give myself credit for

Did it mostly on my own since no one really knows the full story except my writing

Which I deleted a bunch of

What a terrifying place to be

Let’s be glad I’m not there anymore

The world is chaos enough without my own brain helping

I just wish I could get physically better

Feeling trapped in my body

As it demands hours of rest I did not have time for

Can’t seem to get out of being in a mess

Regardless

On we go