Elucidating Questions

Some days there’s this internal battle

Do I go to the hospital?

Is it worth going through hours of medical gas lighting?

I could always just stay home and gas light myself

I can’t be that sick

I’m conscious!

So my heart is pounding and I am exhausted and in pain?

It’s just tachycardia!

Let’s just ignore the possibility of my heart medication interacting with my other meds and trying to kill me

Everything’s fine

Everything is fine

I wish it was more obvious when I need to go to the hospital

Like if my hands could turn green if I need to go

Green means go right?

Ugh help