Elucidating Questions

I know I’m not quite human

Some other thing

I don’t know if there is a person who can love me

I don’t think that person exists

I wonder if someone could pretend for a while

I don’t want a life of tens of relationships

I just wanted one

But that doesn’t seem to be in my cards

No matter how I shuffle I’m always alone

There’s more to life than love

I know that but

I really wanted someone to love me

At least I have the Sun

I don’t know if any other human has the same relationship as I do with the Sun

Him, literally keeping me alive

Me loving him until he gets too close

But human relationships

I may be selfish but I want human relationships too

To be connected to someone

Is there a one?

I don’t want to walk this lonely road alone anymore