Elucidating Questions

I just want to talk to you

Just once for a while

Explain where I was and where I could have been

Speak until something that resembles sense comes out

I imagine it’s so easy

But I don’t think it would be

Speaking to you

I would get so stuck

This bus smells strongly of bananas

I can’t not think about bananas

It’s like I catch your scent every once in a while

And then suddenly I can’t stop thinking about you

Bananas used to be disgusting and then humans made them delicious

I’m not sure what that relates to but wouldn’t it be nice if it was that easy

I imagine us always mid conversation

Not the beginning or the end

I couldn’t imagine us meeting

Never meeting

It’s too complicated, too many unanswered questions

You hate pretense and I hate unanswered questions

I wonder what it would be to know you

If you would ever want to

Someday I hope to be in the same room as you again

Wouldn’t that be neat

To see your face for real again

I wish we could just talk once

I just want to know if we can