Elucidating Questions

This duality of wanting more readers,

But not wanting anyone to put together anything and realise how crazy I am

Like maybe just never read any comments ever

It’d be nice to be noticed

For someone to find my thousands of letters to someone and no one and find interest

It’d be nice for someone to find interest

I just don’t have any confidence in anything

I’m just anyone

2400 mediocre little letters

And a thousand more lost in the storm

I never promised quality I can bring you quantity though

If you’d just take the time to read it all I’m sure you’d like something

Probably

It’s not nice being invisible

And it’s terrifying to be known

Maybe a cult following those are always fun

Wouldn’t it be lovely?

Lovely

Just something other than mostly invisible

Something seen

Just a bit