Elucidating Questions

Is this how it feels to lose someone now?

Slightly down and mostly hollow

Why is everything so heavy?

I wish you were still here I would listen to your new music that doesn’t exist because you’re gone

I am holding on to so much more than I can carry

But once again I know I’m here standing alone in a room of people who don’t quite get me

Why don’t they get me?

I wish someone got me

It feels so empty

Like someone reached in and grabbed the love I once again wasted on another person

Is love wasted

It feels that way sometimes, I wonder

All love withdrawn over something so menial

Again

Truth be told I’m in a room of people who don’t get me that I don’t get either

Nothing

I hate this

I really didn’t need this right now