Elucidating Questions

I’m sick of it

Why can’t I just exist lying in the sun?

Why do I have to struggle and compromise and be put down over and over again,

So that other people can feel good about themselves

Meanwhile where I’m left is somewhere between suicide and giving up

So sick of making consideration for other people who have no consideration for me

Just this once can I be the bad guy without the repercussion of feeling awful about being the bad guy?

This time instead of being the good guy for everyone all the time

I’ll actually be the bad guy and you can see just how dark and twisted I am

But no, just the face of a person who tries so hard to please everyone

That no one wants

That’s fine if you don’t want me I’ll go

I’ll show you just as much care as you showed me.

You think I’m two-faced

I think you just met The Cat.

Welcome back, long time no see, yes I did just consider jumping in front of traffic to make today end

Is that why you came in and quit my job for me?

Now I have no job. Thanks Cat.

Now I’m not putting up with people ignoring me.

Thanks Cat.