Elucidating Questions

I hate Valentine’s Day

Rather sit through the day and pretend it’s just a regular day

No love I’m missing

No special moments I’m just not allowed to experience

No sick disgusting sappy Valentine’s bullshit that’s supposed to make up for the other 364 days of the year when no one gives a shit about each other

Jealous maybe

Everyone else seems to get to enjoy Valentine’s Day

Or they have at some point

Or they received Valentine’s from people that liked them in school

Other people got the hearts and chocolate in high school once it wasn’t mandatory to pass one out to everyone

Other people go on retreats together for Valentine’s

Other people have someone to call their Valentine.

Valentine’s is a reminder of something I have never experienced that I am not allowed to experience

I wish I could experience it

It’s not fair