Elucidating Questions

I have this sadness in me, heavy like an ocean

If we touch I drown for days

Sometimes I want to let it out

Find release

Instead of feeling this heavy weight looming still

I’ve spent many years

Deep within its waters

Trying to keep my head up to the clouds

I’ve been running from this things for forever

Imagining it doesn’t exist

But if I sit I see it

Right there waiting for me

I wish that I could help it

But I’ll just be sucked in