Elucidating Questions

I’ve got my psychosis in a head lock

It keeps insisting that by existing I am causing all suffering

And then insisting that I am the only true being in the universe

And I was thinking about this

And realised the misstep

Dear psychosis if you will explain how if I am truly the only being in the universe

Why does it matter if my existence is causing suffering?

Why if I am the only one here

Then they are all simply something else

Don’t worry I am not accepting the alternative fact that I am the only one

I merely must point out this ultimate error that allows me once more to escape from these incessant thoughts

You’ve been beaten by my inability to stop thinking for one bloody second

Of course I know this is just round one I’m not letting my guard down

It’s exhausting battling madness

Such a drain on resources

Especially when the only casualty is myself

I don’t know how to rally troops around me

I feel like I’m constantly battling for my life alone