Elucidating Questions

My number one goal was to get you to notice me

And we see how well that went

I just want to be visible

Be seen

Stop being just some person you don’t know

I want to be something to you

Anything

But trying for so long has left me disheartened, disenchanted, and disengaged

I’m sure there’s some way to get to you

But I already try, try, tried

With nothing to show

So sick of having nothing to show

Goal number one

Failed miserably

Failed spectacularly

Failed

There’s no other goal for me to try for this was my last try

Just wish it meant something

Just wish you’d read it

Just wish I was worthy of your precious time