Elucidating Questions

I wonder if I’m a bitter person

That was something that I carried through

On the Road of Ramsey

That I mustn’t be bitter

Something lifted from a place that’s not even for me

But I don’t feel like a bitter person

I let go fairly easily

Of things that are let goable of

So afraid to be something wrong

For no reason

All these other people they don’t spend all this time course correcting their actions

I’m guided by some invisible compass determined to point straight North

I wonder why I do it

Who am I trying to impress?

My insides look so different

I wonder if this unknown judge knows

Why does the god of death haunt my dreams?

So much to wonder.

I don’t think I am bitter

I think I become bitter

Moments of bitterness