Elucidating Questions

I’m still convinced I’m far crazier than you

Another year goes by again

And here you are with me but it’s pretend like every other time except that one time when we were in the same room

I wonder how the sound will change this era of the Trench of Mariana

Each one just another piece of the puzzle of why I am so damn stuck on you

I hope she makes you feel better than all your songs sound like

Cross my heart and hope to die

If at the very least my least will be a piece like a little piece of you

I’m content with that I suppose that’s just how it goes or so I’ve heard

I wonder whose voice I wish I heard

There has to be someone right?

Recover it’s not about longing it’s about you

It’s all about you it’s always about you

But what am I any ways?

Just another one of ones in a field of ones

Or zeroes

Or they’re zeroes and no I don’t want to be a zero but here I am

Hey it’s new year’s eve here’s to another year of everything in your life going right

Or, you know, that persona you have going along with every other celebrity of only showing the good happening in your life

Nothing, nothing, just thinking it’d be great if that persona snuck a little bit into real life and it actually all went well for you

Wary and weary I am

Ever as exhausted as a great beast with too much to think of

I just hope I get to have a bit of a good year too

But the claws dig in, so, who knows

It would be nice to find some inspiration in your new music

I sing it back every time with the words all wrong

My words are often all wrong

I hope she makes you feel like writing sappy love songs

I just hope you’re happy and everything is perfect

Because

Because that’s all I have left to do really

I couldn’t possibly wish bad upon you to wish myself into a better place

I hope your new year is happy