Elucidating Questions

Every second was worth it to see your face and hear your voice for a short clip that made no sense but

There you were and it was enough

I wish I could tell you merry Christmas and you’d see it and it would mean something

I was glad to see you but now I wish I could see you

Sigh

If only I could be content with content

I wouldn’t feel these moments where I yearn to be… Just near you

If it was appropriate I’d live in a closet you never use so I could be near you and hear you without being seen or heard myself

But that’s “creepy” and “not appropriate”.

I suppose I’m just one of thousands that would pay to be near you

If I could afford it

I suppose at least I got to see five seconds of you today

I hope I get to see five seconds of you tomorrow

Merry Christmas you impossible man

Merry Christmas