Elucidating Questions

It’s settling so sinkeningly sweet

This madness that doesn’t make a peep

It taunts me so subtle and so sly

With words that make me scream and cry

I can’t control it

It’s just a feeling setting in

It’s like the dawning

Of the darkness fading in

I do not want it here I wish it away

If I could only find the words to say

To make it empty

Something to fight the endless

Feeling like I’m going to die

Without a single thing

To make the thoughts come ring

They come screaming in my head don’t scream

I want to go back to the days

When I wasn’t locked away

Back to feeling like I’m something brand new

But now my mind plays tricks on me

Says things I rather wouldn’t see

I wish I had someone to talk to instead