Elucidating Questions

I wish people knew the amount of pain it takes me to tap out

I wish they could feel the semiconsciousness as I fight through the fog just to be alive

I wish they saw all the moments my consciousness faded out and I was nothing but a lifeless void for a moment

I wish they felt the aches that never stop and the pains that always change and rake through my flesh

I wish when I said “I don’t feel well”

They could all feel what I meant