Elucidating Questions

My relationship with the sun is so push and pull

So come closer come closer

Get away get away

But I mean come closer

Is this gravity?

The gravity between me and the sun

How I want him to stay just as soon as he pulls away

Excuse me

As soon as Mother tilts away from him

See she keeps him away from me

And I can’t hear the soothing sound of the plants finally tasting rain

I just miss every second that bleeds out of daylight until he’s so far away and I want him near again

But when he comes back he comes too near and I hide away and keep under cover how queer

Why can’t we just sit at a balance?

Together suspended in perfection

The gravity between me and the sun

How I want to get up close and run farther away at the same time