Elucidating Questions

It stays in my mind like a sick reminder

Every thing I let into my life

Is one more thing for him to take away

Because all things end

So all these little creatures will one day lead to tears

But I love them and I need them

I wonder why he has to take them away

Why all things have to end

Is it just a law because the universe itself will one day end?

I wish something could be permanent

Something that isn’t death

Sometimes I wonder if I could be the first person to live forever and then I remember

Forever just doesn’t exist

I want to go to a place where forever exists

Somewhere I can be together with my creatures forever

Dreading the day I have to say goodbye

Sometimes I cry before it even happens

Just the thought

Just the thought of losing them

I wish they’d stay forever