Elucidating Questions

I should probably stop the words coming out of my mouth

Coming from a place of hurt

But I’ve asked it before

How the hell could you do this to me?

What am I supposed to do with it?

Information no one believes

Followed by six inches of feelings

Falling down from the sky

It’s not like rain or snow it’s like slime

Feelings are like slime

It’s better not to have them

If I was a more calculated person I would manipulate you into doing what I want

But I’m not

So what do I say?

Don’t do it I’ll be sad?

Means nothing to anyone

After all my feelings have never mattered to anyone

Rather be without rather be without

There’s no words

Just slime

Six inches of it remember

Worthless thoughts and feelings

Worthless heart and soul

Even if he met me he’d just turn away

Nothing special

Strike me dead

I want to meet you

I want to meet you so badly

The universe’s most loving person

Maybe I’m just jealous

All I know is it’s dark

And it’s not the same place they get to go

Trapped in a place that personifies all the things your mind told you before you

Broke the law

I don’t know why it’s a law

I wish I could stand beside all the things I learned and say they were the truth but

Why would anyone listen to me?

I’m just no one and nothing