Elucidating Questions

I just needed someone to tell me I’m not alone

I know it’s the obvious

I know it’s the obvious

Why does my brain play these little tricks on me

I’m a full grown adult and tricks are for fucking kids

Yet it plays

And no one ever stays long enough to say

Just say you’re not alone

Yes I do need to hear it said ten thousands times

Blame PTSD and my anxiety

I can’t see what’s right in front of me

But they said nothing

I told them right out how I was feeling and like I wasn’t even there they went on to the next thing

Maybe they thought I was ungrateful

I scream at myself when there’s no body left to fight

Don’t autocorrect to the universe’s response to me please

Right? Fight? Right?

Shut your snarky mouth universe

Snarky and always right, the bastard.

I started talking to the universe because no one else picked up the phone when I called