Elucidating Questions

If one love you get

Where does that leave me?

Was I never really in love?

Or was my love just not worth as much?

Is my love not worth as much?

I wake up at night

Sweating through my skin and my joints are tight

Screaming who do you love

Wondering where you are today

What you’re doing

How you’re feeling

Was it not enough?

But I got so attached

Begging every day for a moment that

Could lead me to your light

I didn’t want a fight

I tried so hard

I thought that you’d be here

But you just disappear