Elucidating Questions

I just want to feel better

But I can’t afford it

I can’t afford to feel like a normal person

I keep dreaming if only if only

But there’s no way to say it

I need it to live

Because they never bothered to study Fibromyalgia

And I can’t afford it

So I can’t afford to live

All my needs are met but I’m not living

In pain

In fog

Alone

At the very least I wish I could afford to live

Why is that so much to ask for?