Elucidating Questions

No one gets me

I’m alone

They say they’re friends

But I’m not who they think I am

I feel like a liar

Like there’s a mask I can’t remove

I try to show myself

But they never get me

And it’s my own fault

I’m just broken

The hole is too big

There’s nothing left of me

Just a shell that exists

I want to kill everything that makes me feel

So I don’t feel alone anymore

If only I wasn’t a failure

Not a waste of space

I don’t belong here

Just an alien in a big world