Elucidating Questions

I wish I didn’t feel despair when thinking about romantic relationships

Didn’t see all the nothing in my life

It opens wide and swallows me whole into nothing

Your silence fucked me up

Now I think I deserve it

Your silence fucked me up

Now I expect to pour my heart out

And hear nothing

You fucked me up

Deciding to brush me off like a bug

Now I feel like one

I can’t see past 2000 fucking poems

And the silence that follows them