Elucidating Questions

Ow

Like straight shot to the fucking heart

Ow

And how I want to smile and say

So fucking what

Who needs him

Take him

He’s nothing

And inside I’m screaming

Wrong wrong wrong

Because I followed all the street signs and read all the directions

And I ended up absolutely fucking no where

With no one

And nothing

And I want to smile

And run my nails through the walls

And say

Absofuckinglutely.

This is where I got

Of course I’m wrong

And the tears don’t mean a thing

Just that it hit right home

Of course you’re right

There’s no bigger rejection than absolute silence

It’s the truth

I was wrong

And I’m not worthy of him

Or anyone

I’m not

I just want to sleep