Elucidating Questions

I love you

I hate you

No I love you

I disdain you

No I love you

I could like you if it didn’t hurt so damn much

I always love you

This life is it’s life

This is my crazy place,

Where I love you

Cocaine is great

This life is what it is

I love him anyways

This beautiful lost messenger

He fell off his path

He tells me he’s an actor

A lawyer

A messenger

Dabbling in the inbetween

But, oh, the moments I love you

Lost languidly longing through the day

I think about you

In the moments you’re at play

I hear you coming through the speakers and it says

Never ever never

And

The words have gone away

They tell me

You’ll get everything this way

Why can’t I

Be near or

And your words send spines up my spine

They are shown to me

Over and over again and again

Your words

I see your face

Fucking sunglasses

Never your eyes

Never your

Not for me to say

I love him

And I fucking love cocaine