Elucidating Questions

Nothing doesn’t feel like nothing when the little pills have drip drip dripped away

The day to day

The heavy feeling of being the underlying

So feel sorry for yourself

Sobbing over feeling sick

Like, no, I just can’t handle it

And I want my mommy

Like a child I wish her there to pet my brow and remind me

It’s just for now

It’s only temporary

Say sweet words to make the pain of sickness sway slightly

Soured moments

There is no mommy

The venom burns it burns I wish I had a way to make this feel better

Besides tiny pills

One, two, three

And you look at me and I’m a normal person

Nothing I’m falling apart

Nothing holds me together

Nothing yet it hurts so much

Nothing wrong

Pictures of Chester

Nothing right

I wonder if he’s still singing a love song

I wish I had someone to hold me together

Days like today

Just a message away

I need love

Without those tiny little pills

Without those fucking pills